I promised to do some things a few weeks ago and still haven't. I'm sorry and I don't have a good excuse or even a bad one. Just that weird part of my personality that is afraid of sharing my part of you.
You and I have (had) a special friendship, we never met face to face, not that I have to tell you that. We met thanks to our love of Tony Stewart and NASCAR racing and along the way discovered despite what many think you can find friends, true friends over the internet and telephone. We laughed and cried together, shared our triumphs and sorrows. We vented and giggled. We made plans, we had adventures, celebrated birthdays and holidays, we shared recipes, photos and our lives. We were there for each other. So, I suppose I need to be honest with you, I'm not sure I want to share with those who knew you up close and personal. I'm a tiny bit jealous and worried they won't understand that my grief is just as real as theirs. Silly I know. Ok, rambling on, I'm done for now and I will reach out and take a chance. (and not just because I keep hearing your voice urging me on)
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