Sorry Angel Girl

 I've wanted to write to you but everytime I'd start to get my laptop I just couldn't. My heart hasn't been in it. I miss you so much, there are so many days when I want to call you and just hear your voice.

7 years...

 I still find it so hard to believe that 7 years has passed since you left us. I remember getting home and flipping open my laptop and signing on to Facebook. The words hit me like a ton of bricks. You were gone. It didn't seem possible, we'd just talked over the weekend, you were telling me about making the bouquets for your wedding. It's not like I hadn't lost loved ones before, my dad and grandparents and my friend Tom...but your death has left a whole in my life, you were the little sister I never knew I wanted. I really hate Groundhog Day now...even the movie, ok, not the movie but I still can't watch it on Groundhog day...

Keep watching over me angel girl, sweet bumble

First Saturday of 2024

 thought about you today as I stopped at Wawa to get gas, never got the turkey bowl but now they have a brisket bowl, lol....

I started taking down Christmas today, slow process considering it took me 3 weeks to put everything up! With today being the 12th day of Christmas it makes sense to start deconstructing the holiday.

I found a funny video from Straight No Chaser, they were doing a Taylor Swift medley!'

I so wish I could share this with you, the grief isn't as bad but it's still there, not just for you but my dad, grandparents, my Aunt Irene...

another year

 it's now 2024 and sadly I know in 32 days it will be my least favorite day of the year... it's hard to think about the new year without thinking about people, family that I miss. Yes, some of those are choices I've made and I do miss them but mainly it's the family I can't see right now, my angels.

Sister of my heart as things happen to new friends I can't help but remember your plans, your life and how much I miss you.

Grief is a slow process I've learned and hits you when you least expect it to, I honestly never want to forget you or any of my family, those memories will sustain me.