mean mommy

Yes, I'm being a mean mommy, your poor pitiful canine nephew is being nutz tonight. It rained last night and its windy now and Hiccup is being protective, any noise has him on high alert and he's also being needy and wanting attention. In these moments, sometimes for just a second I forget and life is back to the end of January. But even as I hold the boy reality comes back and I'm so glad I have this little furry child who somehow knows when I need him.